AB/DL

I am sure a lot of people are familiar with that rush you get when you think or know somebody has spotted your diaper. Even though that person is probably not going to say anything or think much of it – that “rush” is an amazing feeling just even thinking someone noticed. That feeling is hard to describe…because though in a way you want others to notice your diaper, in a sense, you do not for fear of any sort of negative response, emberrassment, shame, etc. So, the feeling of someone possibly noticing your diaper is indescribable because its addictive in that, personally, I love the idea of someone noticing that I am wearing a diaper under a skirt or pair of shorts. Even though it is not by choice that I wear, it gives me an amazing rush for some reason that I cannot describe. But, there is that hesitation sometimes that I only want them to get a quick peek just so they see it but they are unsure what they saw – which basically leaves them “clueless” and non-judgmental because they are unsure. YES, I know very confusing – I told you I would do my best to describe it. All I know though is the feeling is nothing like being extremely happy or extremely emberrassed – it is neither of those. It is what I would say a “happy medium on steroids” (awesome describption I know!) – because its like I have this happy medium between feeling the comfort of wearing a diaper and someone else noticing but not too much but then take that happy medium and give it steroids. Haha, I truly must laugh at myself trying to describe this.