Video Title: Spanking In Diapers
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Spanking In Diapers
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I've told most of my close female friends and my wife. What I tell them is due to a back injury in construction many years ago, I go in and out of needing to wear diapers. In truth, I just enjoy wearing them and wetting and messing in them. I'm now 50 and I first remember wanting to wear diapers at age 7 and have wanted to ever since, although I didn't start to act out regularly until I was 18 living on my own. Up until my early 20's I used to go through bouts of guilt about what was wrong with me and I would throw out all my diaper fetish gear. Then I would end up buying it all again. I finally discovered the ABDL community in my mid twenties and gradually over time have stopped feeling guilty about my love of diapers. I don't know if I would really want to be in them 24/7, though I sometimes fantasize about that. I do know that over the years the frequency of wearing them has increased and I now often go several days diapered 24/7 and loving it. After a day or so of wearing continuously, I find I begin to lose conscious control of my bladder, and to a lesser degree my bowels. In particular, I often find I am wetting my diaper before I realized I was about to. Messing my diaper usually has more advance notice, but after a day or so of wearing, I find that my bladder and bowels tend to relax and the first sign of pressure and I fill my diaper quite naturally. I don't know if I am gradually training myself to become incontinent and this would not be an entirely undesirable outcome either. I wear diapers most evening, but find I have to wake up to pee; I've never wet my diaper while asleep. That said, I have found it increasingly easy to relax my bladder when I wake up and let the urine flow out, then I drift back off to sleep. I'm not certain I want 24/7 incontinence, but I would love to have nighttime incontinence.